i know it’s wrong but
i really just want to push that button and disappear. forever.
i’m back there, in that dark place. i don’t see any light. it’s the one thing that i’ve never been able to accept, yet here i am contemplating it. wouldn’t that just end my legacy of hypocrisy perfectly? i try and see my future, but the fact is, i just don’t think there is one. i’m slipping away more each day, and no one even knows.
